my beautiful disaster
He’s my annoyance
My “ignorance is a bliss”
The half of what I feel
The full stops in my sentence
One who breaks the humdrum of my life
One who smacks reality in my fantasy
Fades my color black
Stains my whites
He’s my added fear
My multiplied sorrow
My negative tears
My divided indecision
My bed of loneliness
My underground happiness
I want to tell him
It’s not right as it seems
I’ll just be quiet and wallow
Make believe this is shallow
