Archive for April, 2007

my beautiful disaster

Sunday, April 22nd, 2007

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He’s my annoyance

My “ignorance is a bliss”

The half of what I feel

The full stops in my sentence

One who breaks the humdrum of my life

One who smacks reality in my fantasy

Fades my color black

Stains my whites

He’s my added fear

My multiplied sorrow

My negative tears

My divided indecision

My bed of loneliness

My underground happiness

I want to tell him

It’s not right as it seems

I’ll just be quiet and wallow

Make believe this is shallow

after eden

Sunday, April 22nd, 2007

i was once a sleeping child but now i’ve opened my eyes.. i chose the crooked path of ignorance and this is the price i must pay.. i’ve often thought of love as a strange place.. a place where one can seasily get lost in.. no directions.. no road signs.. yet despite it, all that… i saw in that place a castle in the clouds.. i’d like to be in that castle to finally meet my prince waiting for me at the gate.. he’ll offer me wine and lead me to the balcony overlooking a magical forest.. where he’ll kiss my hand as we dance till the dawn breaks.. but there are no such things.. i was once a sleeping child.. but now i’ve opened my eyes.. love songs have lost their meaning.. sunsets their beauty… the stars have grown tired of shining.. the flowers have all wilted.. there’s no more evening walks.. no more staring at the clouds.. no more wishing on the moon.. no more birds flying overhead.. no more laughter.. no more embraces.. no more kisses.. no more.. no more..

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**arnold arre**