i need to stop
Tuesday, March 27th, 2007 with what i am feeling now.. i need to stop.. i am draining my entire emotions with this.. i am sadden with every thought that pops out.. i cannot stand the misery anymore.. i cannot feel the supposedly feeling in the right time and the right place.. i am fighting a losing battle.. i am a knight without a sword and a princess without a kingdom.. depress. supress. whatever the situation is i just need to stop..
they say that falling inlove is unhealthy.. heck it is. i don’t get sleepless nights though.. but there will come a time when waking up to mother sunshine i just hated all.. all the smiles that faces me and all the laughter i hear.. can i say fucked up?! wel. not really. its just one of those days.. if my bed has four corners then maybe i woke up on the fifth side of the bed.. bugger.
i need to stop.. i need to stop adoring.. i need to stop falling.. i need to stop believing in love.. i need to stop feeling.. i need to stop dreaming.. i just need to stop this. i am someone who just need to stop all this for i may never feel happiness if i wont stop..