Archive for March, 2007

i need to stop

Tuesday, March 27th, 2007

Go to fullsize image with what i am feeling now.. i need to stop.. i am draining my entire emotions with this.. i am sadden with every thought that pops out.. i cannot stand the misery anymore.. i cannot feel the supposedly feeling in the right time and the right place.. i am fighting a losing battle.. i am a knight without a sword and a princess without a kingdom.. depress. supress. whatever the situation is i just need to stop..

they say that falling inlove is unhealthy.. heck it is. i don’t get sleepless nights though.. but there will come a time when waking up to mother sunshine i just hated all.. all the smiles that faces me and all the laughter i hear.. can i say fucked up?! wel. not really. its just one of those days.. if my bed has four corners then maybe i woke up on the fifth side of the bed.. bugger.

i need to stop.. i need to stop adoring.. i need to stop falling.. i need to stop believing in love.. i need to stop feeling.. i need to stop dreaming.. i just need to stop this. i am someone who just need to stop all this for i may never feel happiness if i wont stop..

broken pieces

Saturday, March 24th, 2007

i just want to re-post this story I made.. everytime i’m sad or depress i just read this. this is the best one i’ve made.. sana mainspire ulit ako para makagawa ng kasing ganda nito..

On my way to happiness I found the pieces of my broken heart. I picked them and let it slid my fingers. It fell on the clouds, the clouds died. The clouds bled. The clouds mourned. The air wept. The air told the land, it spoke of heartache and pain, he spoke of hatred and fear, of broken dreams and bent forever. The sea heard the pain and overflowed. It splashed its angst by the seawall; the waves rolled and curled of its bitterness. The depth of the water drowned every sorrow and swallowed the blackness and stillness of the soul. Then a man came from nowhere. He has a smile that can melt the sun, a hand that can hold the sea’s anger, eyes that can see through my sufferings and a mouth that can speak of truth and love. I looked as he walks towards me. He asked, "Why are you alone in this cold world?" I answered, "I’m just collecting the pieces of my broken heart." "Who broke your heart?" he replied. " A man I always loved but left me jaded", with tears in my eyes I slowly grasp the remaining pieces in my hands, held it close to my chest. He pulled me close and wrapped his arms around me and whispered, "Cry no more because I am the man who’ve always loved you and will love you forever." The pieces fell from my hands. I then realized, why do I need to put back my broken pieces when the love I was looking for was never broken.