Dead Like Me

I was thinking of a word that can describe you. I was thinking of a place where I can forget you. I try to find the right emotion that I am feeling now. I look for each person I came across. Every corner seems dimmed, every person blurred and lifeless. Then I suddenly saw you. Your face calm and happy. Your lips full of laughter. Your eyes spakling with joy. Your happiness means a lot to me. You enjoy the night while I suffer in grief. I know I can’t have you. I know I can’t be with you. All I know is I Love You more than I love myself. I can’t tell you because you might laugh. You might ignore me. You might think I’m nothing. For I know you cannot love me the way I am loving you now. If I tell you, I will just hurt myself more than I am hurting now.

They say that when you love someone you give that someone the power to hurt you. For me, not just hurt you but kills you as well.

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