Dead Like Me

eversince i felt this, i never knew what to do. even if i try to get you off my mind, i still see a reason for me to remember you. i try to suppress this feeling but, as they say; “the more youu hide, the more it shows”.
now, what will i do? will i say it or will i keep it? what if i get rejected? if she doesn’t like me after all? what if she’s already taken? wil that hurt me? Of Course!!! am i stupid to fall for her and yet pretend that i’m not hurting inside.
what am i gonna do? she’s the one i admire and desire, i admit i get shy whenever she’s near, i often get scared getting close to her because i don’t want to see her imperfections. she made me blind by seeing thode imperfections perfectly. but what’s the use when i’ll only learn she’s for someone new. what will i do will i be blue forever? mybe in my ownself, in my heart she’s the one i really, really love!
i heard something that pierced my herat and i don’t know if it’s right. i just see you perfectly. Love really made me blind. if there’s gotta be someway to hold you, i’ll never ever let you go! but if i see you not happy with me then i’ll have to let you go and wish that someday you’ll find your way back to me. if ever you’ll go away because of destiny, then i’ll live not of destiny but by free will. if ever you’e leaving because of somebody, just remember that whoever he is he’s really lucky ot have you, as for me i’ll live in torment that only you can mend and only time can heal. if ever you can read this, the message is so clear, no matter what happens, no matter what will come, you’re always hee in my heart. you know the saying: “my heart beats for you but your heart beats for i don’t know who”. maybe someday i’ll find someone like you, maybe greater than you. i don’t want to lie but……nothing compares to you! maybe thats the reason why I LOVE YOU SO!

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