my two nights (may 25&26) at mayrics (infront of UST) are well spent. i watched slapshock’s gig first day and the 2nd day was spent with sugarfree listers…
This was the first time i went on a gig for a band i really really like! we’ll technically i aminlove with slapshock and i adore sugarfree.. i am living the life of a free man, watching people i like and making me feel that music is my life (and my life is music)
My friend Chel and I interviewed Rooster (I just tagged along with her its her assignment anyways) and man oh man they the nicest blokes I’ve ever met from London! These lads are talented and know the craft of rocking and Rollin’… my friend fancies nick soooo much and on the other hand I am admire (fancy as well) Luke on how he played the guitar. They’re blastedly bloody good! As the interview at intercontinental hotel we followed them at Glorietta just in front of the hotel. They played and perform as brilliant as they look! After the performance I can’t help but fall in line and have my cod signed. When it’s my turn they remembered me immediately and nick asked how was the performance? I said it was good. When I turned to Dave (Dave) "hey its you, I remember you! How was it?" I replied with the sweetest smile that it was good. (Me) will you come back here (Philippines)? (Dave) hope soon and hope we get a day off to relax and check the beaches. It’s pretty hot! (Me) I know you better wipe yourself your dripping. (Dave) rolled his eyes agreeing to what I said. I turned to been, (Ben) hey I remember you! How was it? (Me) its good hope you come back. (Ben) I hope too. Then he gave he a warm well-gripped shake hand. Mind you I don’t want to let go! Lastly it was Luke. (Luke) I remember you! *Told ya they all remembered me, whew! * (Me) yeah, that was good! (Luke) thanks! (Me) can I ask you a favor? (Luke) yeah what? (Me) can you kiss me *pointing at my cheeks* (Luke) oh… *i dunno if he was shy or he was shocked* (me) can i kiss you? Should I kiss you or should you kiss me? (Luke) okay. He stood up and gave me a kiss. That was the most amazing day in my life, my first ever kiss from a guy! *Sissy me, heehaw* asides from their amazing looks they know their craft and good at it, pretty good! They don’t mind if most of their fans are girls they know that if there are girls probably there are boys (makes sense, right!). Reviewed their cd and my favorite is joyride, come get some & platinum blind. When I saw them perform the aura that nick projects is like Brandon Boyd (incubus). Their music can be compared to incubus, maroon 5, aerosmith and the likes.. Luke’s guitar puts the rock in the band. Ben’s backing vocals and bass are excellent. And to top it all Dave’s drumming sound pumps the entire song. Hope they come back here and definitely my friend and I will watch no matter what!
eversince i felt this, i never knew what to do. even if i try to get you off my mind, i still see a reason for me to remember you. i try to suppress this feeling but, as they say; “the more youu hide, the more it shows”.
now, what will i do? will i say it or will i keep it? what if i get rejected? if she doesn’t like me after all? what if she’s already taken? wil that hurt me? Of Course!!! am i stupid to fall for her and yet pretend that i’m not hurting inside.
what am i gonna do? she’s the one i admire and desire, i admit i get shy whenever she’s near, i often get scared getting close to her because i don’t want to see her imperfections. she made me blind by seeing thode imperfections perfectly. but what’s the use when i’ll only learn she’s for someone new. what will i do will i be blue forever? mybe in my ownself, in my heart she’s the one i really, really love!
i heard something that pierced my herat and i don’t know if it’s right. i just see you perfectly. Love really made me blind. if there’s gotta be someway to hold you, i’ll never ever let you go! but if i see you not happy with me then i’ll have to let you go and wish that someday you’ll find your way back to me. if ever you’ll go away because of destiny, then i’ll live not of destiny but by free will. if ever you’e leaving because of somebody, just remember that whoever he is he’s really lucky ot have you, as for me i’ll live in torment that only you can mend and only time can heal. if ever you can read this, the message is so clear, no matter what happens, no matter what will come, you’re always hee in my heart. you know the saying: “my heart beats for you but your heart beats for i don’t know who”. maybe someday i’ll find someone like you, maybe greater than you. i don’t want to lie but……nothing compares to you! maybe thats the reason why I LOVE YOU SO!
i have a friend who’s so inlove with her gf now, beforehand he has a gf who’s much younger than he was, the relationship didn’t last long. scenario is, my friend has to go to his parents at the US and they’ll be having a long distance realtionship, which in laymans term is we’re-together-but-i-can’t-be-with-you-all-the-time type of relationship. apparently, relationship grows because of constant communication and knowing the perosn you’re in love with more and more. in his case that didn’t happen and after a couple of months they had a problem, they split. he have to stay for 6 months and being the younger one in the realtionship she wanted to be pampered and looked after, that’s what she wanted from him which he can’t give for the next 6 months. he was down in the dumps for quite a while but then a lost love came back. after wallowing over the younger girl he then realized he loved the one that should be burried in the past. they became a couple even he’s not in manila yet, but he had a problem. the girl had a fling and she was human enough to admit it to him. time passed and my friend went home. he’s now enjoying his time with the gf he was looking for and probably will be the last gf he’ll have. i simply wish.
another male friend. he was inlove with a girl friend that was the gf of a common friend. i was pushing him to ask the girl out so he can take advantage of the situation, the bf was in the US for some time and the girl was asking my friend out. i always tell him that maybe the girl fancies her as well, but he shrugged his shoulders and said "no". hmpf! freakin’ male friend! he fancied her for a long time up until he saw his old classmate before and she has a kid. he was the godfather. then he realized that he’s inlove with the wrong girl. he told me that he’s willing to be the father of the child which the bf left as a "souviner" of their then sweet relationship. hmpf! men! i asked if he’s serious enough to do that. without batting an eyelash he said YES!
i haven’t been inlove but the people that surrounds me teaches me more that i can imagine. i am learning from their experience, i gain knowledge from their mistakes and cry over their frustrations. they say never cry over spilled milk but what if that milk is worth crying for? what if that was the milk you were looking for a lifetime? i know crying won’t change everything but it will lessen the pain and release the hatered one shoudn’t have. falling inlove and being inlove has lots of ups and downs, you can’t find the perfect partner but learning to live with their imperfection will make the relationship perfect.
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Slapshock
Sa tuwing pag-gising mo…
[Lumilingon Papalayo!]
Sa tuwing pag-titig mo…
bawat lungkot bumabalot ang iyong tuwa
napapawi ang lumbay…
Dahil sayo…Dahil sayo…[Dahil sayo!]
lumiliwanag ang buhay…
Dahil sayo…Dahil sayo…[Dahil sato!]
ng makikita ka…
[Natatanaw ko ang mundo!]
sa iyong mga mata…
bawat lungkot bumabalot ang iyong tuwa
napapawi ang lumbay…
Dahil sayo…Dahil sayo…[Dahil sayo!]
lumiliwanag ang buhay…
Quitting call center was never this sweet! Well as of my case I am not happy with the people in the company. For the wasted one year of my life wherein I enjoyed the money call center gave, bought bags and shoes which made me happy for a few days but never sustained me. I’ve got crushes which crashed me and made me feel ugly, well not from the last callc center I’ve been. My last boss was a British guy who’s so tall, at 6′7 he towers over me and above the rest of the agents but mind you I fancied him a lot. He was never snob nor made us feel he’s the boss. Not that I fancy him or anything, but he really was very very nice (that’s one reason I like British people, well refined). I had a family in that company, imagine I have about 3 or 5 daddies and a couple of mommies. I’ll definitely miss the days, technically the nights I wake up when normal people go to sleep and sleep when normal people prepare for office. Eating my pandesal in the evening and drinking my milk in the morning. Partying, some drink booze, while the sun shines and sip coffee when the sun rise. Having a 5-digit salary that normal employee gets for 2 payday. Most agent have the top of the line gadgets and high tech cellphone that can zoom up to your cornea, just exaggerating! But thinking about it make me feel more sad. shattered at time. No material thing can make you stay in a company that makes me feel s**t! Dragging myself night after night of torment, knowing I’ll go to work and make my life a living hell. Enough is enough! Now I’m struggling to find another job outside the call center industry (besides my folks forbade me) and am looking for a job that will make me proud of what I do, enjoy what I do, make me happy and think of the salary as a bonus for the job.
ang g’leng g’leng ng vid launch.. ung frnd ko kasi freelance writer sa popcorn mag tas sinama nya ako kasi pangrap ko talgang makita mgperform ang banda eversince agent orange nila!! tas napkatagal kong hinintay ang ganitong pagkakataon nung ininterview na sila ng frnd ko at nung isa pang frnd nya na may ari ng http://www.titikpilipino.com/ site e naumid na ang dila ko at di na ako lumapit.. nahiya ako!! Arghhhh!! isang pagkakataon ang aking pinalagpas.. di ko rin tinitingnan si jamir kahit nagkakatinginan na kami sobrang nahihiya akohhhh!! kasi di ko matago ang excitement ko.. imagine after for soo long ngaun andito sila at dinadaan daanan lang ng mga bisita ng may debut sa 2nd flr ng ratsky’s, samantalang ako di ko alam paano lalapit sa kanila.. hayyy.. pero di bale kahit di ko sila nalpitan eh napanood ko naman sila.. syang sana mas maganda kung nakilala nila ako, di nag ako nakpagpa autograph, call me jologs pero ilang taon ko to hinintay tas wala lang.. gusto ko na ngang tumalon at mag headbang pero parang kami lang ng frnd ko ang nag eenjoy sa baba (ung karamihan ng fans nasa 2nd flr kasi) tas katbi namin mga nanay, tita at oldies na di na yata huminga habang kumakanta ang banda.. suot ko pa naman ang favorite kong tshirt, ung REPLICANT.. kaya kung may natatandaan kayong babae na un ang suot eh ako na un, walang duda.. so headbang ako habang nakaupo.. ang galing talaga!! sana maulet ung experience ko na un!! sa susunod kakausapin ko na sila kasi ung ang 2nd goal ko kapg nakita ko sila..
